Sometimes i wonder if moving away from home was right ... and i never have a clear answer . Sometimes moving away is key to finding and paving you way to finding your self or even what you're missing . For example I moved to find my self to see if i can grow some where other than home . I'd like to think i changed at least some what . I know i have . I see thing differently . Being home is the most challenging thing my life it's not like provo .. i know some may say provo is lame or even too uptight . but I appreciate the low key things i appreciate the "bubble" i appreciate it's like the only place you can be safe from the worldy things . home is like satans hot tub .. every where you turn theirs temptation . i guess utah helped me build a foundation to these things . and well im ready to go back home and prove to my self that i can overcome these things . Utah has been a fun sad and interesting experience i have felt every sort of emotion here . and i have met wonderful people and i have met horrible people but ive also met people that have changed me so much . im so greatful for every good and bad thing . for everyone and everything . till next time .