ever feel like you're alone when your with someone .
like the world is supposed to mean something but it doesn't
like when you look at the stars you're supposed to be amazed ,
like when you have a full plate of fOOD your supposed to be full .
like when you come to show you're supposed to be listening and having fun
. like when your with you're best friends your anxiety goes away and your in a chill sway ..
like when you're in a full room of people and you enjoy the company
like when you like someone and you are with them all things loose track because your in love ?
like when you hold hands it feels right like ..
what if doesn't .
what if i feel empty
what if nothing makes sense
what if I'm never full
what if the glass is always empty
what if I'm in a room and all i hear is nonsense
and all i see is the world passing me by
what if the stars don't mean a thing but a light in the sky .
what if i panic when the room is full .
what if i don't want to hold your hand or feel anything you have to offer .
WHAT IF . ..




if a heart is wounded it is hard to close with out feeling the pain of every piercing stitch .


im not heart broken and im not sad . these are just thought that run through my head at times . JUST THOUGHTS