some nights its as if ive forgotten where i stood where i began where i came forth its like a child losing his way back home i stand still and alone i forget where the sense of belonging feels like dont seem stress i need to do more i keep falling as i get up thinking im alright it takes one more self reliant try never thought of the greater thoughts within never thought of the greater power who sings in my heart who lets me know right from wrong as if i dont know him at all but i do she is the only one who knows my mind if i get up this time i wont be alone ill have her to be my rail my loving father i love the most i let him in he takes me out of a six foot hole where the sun doesnt shine anymore blurry times can cause me to forget the one who has always loved me can redeem me back to the old . can make me see things i remembered in the time before i am only but spirit stuck in flesh and bone for he is my savior and to him i owe it all happiness reigns when he is in control whe governs my life and i obdiently adore for i am his daughter a special being to explore this world of darkness