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see you seeing me

see you seeing me

see you noticing me

see the difference words can make

see the impact an under dog can take

contribute to the anger of this infamous block

continue ryming about things that are making you sad

remember this day

things like this make me wanna throwa dog a trick

shut up sit down listen to your heart beat be real not only to your rwords but to your heart too...

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Who is she ?

I never know who she will full be until she is fully complete ....
when will that be .... no one knows .. not even me .
I can;t define my self for sure and I can't even begin to tell you what i am or what I've come to be ..
all I know is that , as time progresses I find my self likeing new things , growing spiritually and mentally ,
loving to learn new things and .. prospering in old ones
learning goood from bad will be something i will foreer have to learn .. i feel i know their is that is to be known abot good and bad bt truth is ill keep on . learning through my mistakes .... mistakes ? ill try my best to make very few of them
i mean were only human ha ha
i feel much older than i am ... or mybe i've grown out of the worldy things ,
i come back home and see so much iniquity , (badthings) i used find them so entertaining ,,
but most of thesedays i find my self at home with my family enjoying their presence instead of enjoying a drink .
i go out to do important things not selfish things . i feel closer to god more than ever , ad i KIND of want to keep it that way .. most of my life ive always thought love would fill in the emptey holes . i was wrong ... their are too many things out their that i enjoy that i love to let it gp for one love and if that onelove were ever to come to my door i d welcome it with a smile . and and inivite him to join me in my journey of happiness ..
i have a love for music . i don't sing .. but i have ears to listen ..
i love feeling it and know it can comfort me in any sitch
sometimes ... i write poetry ... most of it is realted to heartbreak ..
or not
i guess ill always love that subject ... becuase till this day i have no idea of what either are about
renewing things . and such ... old me . would of cared about her future and her future only new me cares about everything . around me . people hurt you to change you to mold you to build you . dont hold a grudge but smile instead .. it is living proof you made your self clear on where you stand i know i love where i stand at this moment .. and to be honest to god i wouldnt trade it for the world

who is she >??
i still dont know
but tune in to find out ...
(part1)

xoxo

when the sun hits your window
your eyes open let the.sun peirce
through your delicate skin
through your radiant eyes
through your pearly white smile
what I'd give to freeze that moment
to state and be memorized by your beauty

lips pink when you talk
I can't help it think how much
I love you how much you mean to me
your sky blue eyes are a trip to paradise
love the way your nose crinkles when your confused
makes the world so much better when I see these things

ilove youyou know
this feeling won't go away
as much as I try
your my muse the reason why
I ever sat down and wrote a ryhme
thoughts of us makes these days difficult
knowing once in this life you were mine
makes me know as long as the sun shines apart
of you will always be mine



happy valentines day bloggers ;)

tonight we are young

how can i how can i
show you the insides of my heart
the true feelings of this all
smiles on the inside but not anymore
can i be more responsive to your self inviting doors
can't show you enough how much i can't control


loving you
knowing you
laughing at things we don't care about
ranting at things people talk about
remembering movies and songs of memories past
that memory of you and i high of the sky


wish i could tell you how much i don't care
truth is i care so much
potential lovers beware
things don't just fall apart to not get better
they get better as they fall part

loving you
knowing you
laughing at things we don't care about
ranting at things people talk about
remembering movies and songs of memories past
that memory of you and i high of the sky



no refusals
no more stares
no more i should ofs
just come and repair .....

loving you
knowing you
laughing at things we dont care about
ranting at things people talk about
remembering movies and songs of memories past
that memory of you and i high of the sky


remember the night we were young <3

that one night with the clouds

thinking of that night .
the night you sang away
sang your dream in a melody
of pure heart break
could not help it but feel
the irony the pain
the look on your face as the
lights faded away
yellow red blue
let the stage lights hit you
let the note run long
sing like you've never sung before

i can't help it think
how that night could of ended
perhaps . somewhat like
hey my name is ..
instead of smile and fake its
could of said hello
how has your day been
what lovely notes how did you piece them ,
how did your mind come about
how did your heart feel
when you let things out
your sang your thoughts
and never looked up
if i could i would of
lifted your chin up

no one deserves to be mis treated
an overlook is uncalled for
a mistake never erases
and for you i am to die for


kind wish she never came that night
kind of wish
you would of seen me tonight
kind of wish you would of payed attention
maybe break the ice
and let me fix you

if i could i would do this all over again
hey my name is ...
lets become friends
goodluck starts with kittens
and all the love above
let sit this one out and get to know whats us

if that day were ever to happen
or even grow ,
if we would of become friends
and maybe more

i could of told you this
hey ..... come listen
if i could of changed all this
i would of repaired your heart
and kissed it to bliss
and maybe we'd be standing here in
pure happiness


kinda wish i told you i love you
i kinda always will .


<3




this ones for you .


decreshendo .

rants

listenig to creep . ha i love this song it reminds me of that karioke night .


listen here ,
listen now .. remember the things we used to talk about ,
remember the the midnight sky
the stars beaming
the moon so bright


we were walking down a path
we walked close
and never looked back
talked about the things we wanted to do
things we wanted to acomplish
and things we wanted
i felt you in my heart
i felt all the things
that made me love you
our eyes not too far apart .
i leaned in
and reached for the stars a kiss from heaven
you . are my sun .


love this love how
these things are so complex
love how the air doesnt resist ,
love how gravity doesnt exisit
we i remember that night
i feel as if life is just one peice
you fill in the blanks
my all my other half