Who is she ?

I never know who she will full be until she is fully complete ....
when will that be .... no one knows .. not even me .
I can;t define my self for sure and I can't even begin to tell you what i am or what I've come to be ..
all I know is that , as time progresses I find my self likeing new things , growing spiritually and mentally ,
loving to learn new things and .. prospering in old ones
learning goood from bad will be something i will foreer have to learn .. i feel i know their is that is to be known abot good and bad bt truth is ill keep on . learning through my mistakes .... mistakes ? ill try my best to make very few of them
i mean were only human ha ha
i feel much older than i am ... or mybe i've grown out of the worldy things ,
i come back home and see so much iniquity , (badthings) i used find them so entertaining ,,
but most of thesedays i find my self at home with my family enjoying their presence instead of enjoying a drink .
i go out to do important things not selfish things . i feel closer to god more than ever , ad i KIND of want to keep it that way .. most of my life ive always thought love would fill in the emptey holes . i was wrong ... their are too many things out their that i enjoy that i love to let it gp for one love and if that onelove were ever to come to my door i d welcome it with a smile . and and inivite him to join me in my journey of happiness ..
i have a love for music . i don't sing .. but i have ears to listen ..
i love feeling it and know it can comfort me in any sitch
sometimes ... i write poetry ... most of it is realted to heartbreak ..
or not
i guess ill always love that subject ... becuase till this day i have no idea of what either are about
renewing things . and such ... old me . would of cared about her future and her future only new me cares about everything . around me . people hurt you to change you to mold you to build you . dont hold a grudge but smile instead .. it is living proof you made your self clear on where you stand i know i love where i stand at this moment .. and to be honest to god i wouldnt trade it for the world

who is she >??
i still dont know
but tune in to find out ...
(part1)

xoxo