heart break let me rephrase heartbreak letting go , is the most difficult thing to do ,
I'm currently learning how to let go of a really long relationship ... well it just plain sucks .



short story ,

tues 1pm

person : i love you i always will , never will i let go .

*****one week passes by no text no phone call ******

me :are you dead ? are you okay ? have you forgotten about me ? txt me ily <3 A&F


***FIVE MINS LATER **

PERSON : no im alive ily but i met someone new.

me : HEART DROPS *LITTERALY *
TEXT REPLY : WHAT ?

DROPPED MY PHONE . LEFT WALKED FOR AN HOUR . CRYED . 3 YEARS in the shit hole , sigh

PERSON : i love you

***3 days pass *

person 5x texts : imy ? ily ? are you okay ?


**2 mins later **

me :TEXT REPLY : YOU LOVE ME ..? FUCK YOU !
WAIT EXCUSE MY language . what i really said . my heart my mind my soul agree after i get through this pain i will never EVER want someone like you never will i ever want you back never will i tell you what you put me through life love mystery has its ups and downs . i refuse to be down becuase you can't appreciate what is up which is me . and everything i thought we would be , best wishes .



***1days***
person: i love you ... remember the time ? ... ha imy .. hope your okay ... call me ?i realized i miss you i need you you are my world what we have is one only .. shit shit shit shit <__ ok person didnt say shit but thats all i saw haha

**sames texts go on for a week now **


me ... haven't texted back .. don't plan too ..


im slowly accepting this and taking love from its caniving balls and turning them up for my happiness . shurg* sholders on to the next one and by next one i mean life , !


hope you enjoyed this true story ... <3